I’m 21

Warning: mention of suicidal/depressive thoughts- please do not read if you feel it will harm you! In less then an hour it is my birthday, and for once in my life I am celebrating. A year ago today I sat at the dinner table with my family and as I blew out my candles I […]

Loving the job i always thought i would HATE

i have shared with you about my depression and how it makes it tough to go to work and keep a job. i have also shared that i am now working TWO jobs while also learning to manage my energy so i don’t wear myself out! Recently I found my self in a Financial situation […]

Lessons I learned from my dogs.

Credit to mom- who brought this to my attention in the first place! OK so, currently i am stressing because our house is a disaster as we prepare to move very shortly. SO! i thought i would take some time to talk about something i have wanted to share for a while! because doggos always […]

Suicide Prevention

September 10th is National suicide Prevention day. Suicide is one of the top 10 leading cause of death and rising! there are lots of myths and incorrect information out there regarding suicide. So lets talk about it! There are common and very well known signs that someone may be depressed or even suicidal such as […]

Monday

Monday’s are always hard for me. Monday’s mean the start to another work week and having depression makes that exhausting! I’ve gotten better at handling it and being able to pace myself although, I’m currently working two jobs and Monday’s are my longest days ! Today (September 9) is an especially interesting Monday because.. my […]

The Opposite of how I feel

Sooo.. I have mentioned in the past that I have borderline personality disorder (i will put my video about it below!) Because of this diagnosis I was directed to use Dialectical Behavior Therapy (or DBT) as treatment. While in a fantastic group setting and learning about DBT skills we covered a very interesting skill. The […]

Working while Depressed

As I am writing this it is Monday night after the long weekend. I have had the three days off of work. (Friday, Sunday and Monday) and yet I’m thinking about tomorrow, about going to work. The thought of It makes me tired and want to curl up in bed. My weekend was not full […]